Saturday, October 1, 2016

Post 141 - Ironman Weymouth

Ironman Weymouth. Where to start? “Race week” is usually Friday to Monday, with race day on Sunday. So I suppose I’ll start on the Friday. I had Friday off work, but wasn’t travelling down to the race venue until Saturday, to save on accommodation costs. Weymouth is only a few hours away, so the plan was to travel on Saturday morning. This meant I’d be tight for time on Saturday, so I got everything ready on Friday.

I prepared my bike, sorted out my spare parts and tools, sorted out all my gels, energy bars, and energy drinks, and attached everything to the bike. I got my race gear all ready too – wetsuit, swimming hat, goggles, earplugs, clothing, shoes, helmet etc. Everything was ready by Friday evening. The weather forecast looked good for race day (Sunday), although Saturday looked like it would be wet in the morning and then dry and sunny in the afternoon.

I was travelling down with my brother, and he arrived on Friday evening. It was early to bed because I wanted to be up and away early on Saturday to avoid any heavy traffic and to get to Weymouth in good time.

Unappealing Saturday Weymouth rain,
thankfully race day was better

Saturday morning went smoothly and the drive down was fine. Weymouth was grey and drizzly, but the forecast said that it would soon clear up. I went and got registered, and picked up a “perk” – a “full set” t-shirt, for people who have done Ironman UK, Ironman Wales and the first ever Ironman Weymouth this year. I wondered why they were giving these out before eligible athletes had actually completed Ironman Weymouth. I threw it in the bottom of my registration bag and thought no more about it.

My "record":
5 x Ironman UK
3 x Ironman Wales
1 x Ironman Weymouth

We drove up to Morrison’s and had lunch, and while we were waiting for my parents to arrive from Northern Ireland, we went and drove the final 15 miles of the bike course. I had anticipated an undulating bike course, but the reality was that it seemed to be pretty hilly, with some steep, narrow sections. I imagined that the bike course would be very busy on the first lap, especially for the people at the sharper end of the full Ironman race – we’d be exiting the swim and then overtaking a lot of half-distance athletes on the bike course.

By now the clouds had broken and the sun was out, so it was time to go to the transition area and rack my bike, and put my equipment bags in the transition tents. There were almost 2000 people registered for the half-Ironman and almost 1000 people registered for the full Ironman, and it seemed that everyone had waited for the weather to clear before racking their gear in transition. Car parking was chaotic, and the queues to get into transition were crazy. The car park was a dirt/gravel surface, and it was an absolute muck bath.

There was an entrance barrier that was just over 2m tall, so only cars could get in. I was unloading my stuff from the car when I heard a terrible clanging grating noise, followed by a blaring car horn. I looked around, and saw a car with two bikes on the roof had driven into this barrier, and the bikes had suffered. The car behind had realised that the car in front had forgotten about the bikes on the roof and had beeped the horn in warning, but the car had driven straight on, oblivious to the bikes on the roof.
 

I have never seen a look of horror like I saw on the driver’s face. Complete and utter horror. I hope the bikes were OK. There was nothing I could do, and I just got on with things. I got everything set up in transition and walked through everything, so I’d know where to go in the heat of the race the following morning.



Then we went over to the beach and had a look at the swim course. It was basically a triangular swim course, starting on the beach, swimming out at an angle to a buoy, then turning and swimming parallel to the shore, and then making a final turn back to shore. Half-distance athletes would do one lap, I’d be doing two laps. My mum and I both remarked that it looked a long, long way. Visually, it looked a much longer swim than Ironman Wales or Ironman UK, but I guess they are all measured at 2.4 miles…

The beach was gravelly rather than sandy, which gave me a bit of concern – running over gravel in bare feet is not the most fun thing to do. Neither is sea swimming – I heard the official water temperature was 17 degrees, which isn’t too hot… And I don’t like being cold… but it was what it was, there was nothing I could do about it. It all looked quite nice in the afternoon sun, the sea was calm, Weymouth town centre and promenade was off to the right, and the Jurassic Coast cliffs were off to the left.


There was nothing left to do in Weymouth, so we headed off. We were staying in Poole, about 30 miles away – accommodation was more available and much cheaper there. I drove with my dad along the first 20 miles of the bike course and again it seemed that “undulating” was too soft a word – it was downright hilly and was not going to be easy – you’d need your wits about you and you’d continually be going uphill, downhill, round corners, changing direction, keeping busy. It didn’t seem a particularly “open” course. It would be interesting.

Rather than see the entire bike course, we missed out the middle third of the lap to get to the hotel in good time, get dinner in good time and get to bed in good time. I was a bit worried about staying at the Travelodge – I hoped it would be quiet and in a decent part of town. It turned out really well. My brother worked as a lifeguard for the RNLI for a number of summers, and the RNLI’s headquarters were literally just around the corner. My brother knew the area well. The RNLI headquarters has a lot of training facilities, but also a restaurant, bar, shop and accommodation. They even had a piano and a guitar in the bar for anyone to play. I managed a few chords. Awesome!

So we went and ate dinner there and the staff were happy to microwave my pasta for me. The view from the restaurant and bar was really cool, overlooking a nice sunset on Holes Bay, with a number of lifeboats and other vessels moored just outside. We got chatting to a South African guy who was doing the half Ironman – he comes to the UK every summer to work for the RNLI, and was staying in the RNLI headquarters accommodation.


View from the RNLI restaurant/bar

This picture was taken in the late 80s/early 90s of the lifeboat leaving
Portrush harbour in a storm. Respect to the RNLI

Having unloaded the car and taken everything up to the hotel room, I realised I had forgotten my bagels. I had decided against porridge for my race morning breakfast, thinking that a bagel with peanut butter and a banana would be easier on the stomach. But I had forgotten my bagels. This was a minor emergency. It was after 9pm. There was a big supermarket just across the road. But it was closed. If it was closed, it was unlikely anywhere else would be open and I didn’t want to traipse around town trying to find somewhere, I just wanted to go to bed. But there was a Subway sandwich place right beside the hotel, so I went in there and paid nearly £4 for a plain roll with absolutely nothing else. I got a funny look from the girl who served me, but I didn’t care, I had breakfast back on track again.

Usually I don’t need the toilet in the evenings, and especially at an Ironman it’s good to go first thing in the morning to clear out your guts, but I had to go in the evening. Hopefully not a bad sign… I slept reasonably well, and woke up just before my alarm went off at 4am. 3 hours until the start… I had got everything ready and laid out the night before, and I planned to eat breakfast in the car on the way to Weymouth, so it was literally out of bed, and into the car via the toilet. Hopefully that would be my guts clear for the day.

I ate the bread roll and peanut butter with a banana, half an avocado and some water on the way to Weymouth. It was dark and cold. We were very early to Weymouth, about 5am. But the car park by transition was almost full, and had we been much later we wouldn’t have got parked. I went and pumped up my tyres and got ready, then I thought I needed to toilet again. Worrying… I thought about just ignoring it, but experience has taught me it’s best not to do this. So I joined the massive queues for the port-a-loos. After a long, long wait, during which I again debated not going, I finally made it into the promised land of a smelly port-a-loo. There were still massive toilet queues by this stage and it was obvious that the people in the queues were going to be late for the start.


I got into my wetsuit just as it was starting to get bright, but it was cold. I was starting to get cold. I didn’t want to be getting into a cold sea in a cold state. I headed for the starting queue on the beach, but access was really congested. In the congestion, the body heat of everyone else warmed me up slightly, which was good, and I finally got into position, right at the front.


It was some sight. The sun hadn’t yet risen out ahead of us. The sky was clear. The sea was a flat, milky calm, reflecting the orange sky. Not a ripple, and not a breath of wind. It almost looked like the Mediterranean. It almost looked appealing. But I still thought it would be a cold swim. In previous Ironman swims, particularly sea swims, there’s usually an initial shock on getting in, but you’ve no time to dwell on it because the race is on. After a cold first 5-10 minutes, I usually reach an equilibrium, and then get through the first lap OK. It’s when I get out after the first lap, run over timing mats on the beach, and get back into the water that the equilibrium is broken and then the second lap is usually a cold and miserable affair.

There was a very narrow funnel down to the water which meant only a couple of athletes were released at a time. It would take a good while to get 3000 people into the water. I gingerly staggered over the gravelly beach, into the water, and took the plunge, just as the sun was rising. It was spectacular. The water wasn’t deep, and as I swam out further, it didn’t ever get very deep. It wasn’t cold, it was nice and clear, and I couldn’t see any nasties either – no aquatic life of any description. I hoped it would stay like that!


The first lap was a pretty civilised affair, with only a few other swimmers in close proximity. Sighting was difficult due to swimming straight into the sun, but I was enjoying the swim and I felt like I was going well. I reached the first turn and then the course was parallel to the shore. I was able to see that athletes were streaming towards the first buoy, it was looking quite congested a bit further back. I was happy where I was, off at the front. After another turn, I was swimming back towards the crowds on the shore. And the first lap passed. No bother really. I ran up onto the beach, through the crowds, over the mats, and before I had a chance to properly adjust my goggles, I was back in the water. I hadn’t even had a chance to check my watch. The sun was slightly higher by now, and my poorly-adjusted goggles were leaking a bit, so I ended up swimming a bit off course for the first few hundred metres.




Some sight

I got back on track and before I joined the peloton of swimmers (don’t know what the right word for a group of swimmers is – pod? Swarm? School? Peloton?) I stopped to tread water for a few seconds to drain my goggles and adjust them. The second lap was much busier as I was lapping the slower half-distance and full-distance athletes who may not have entered the water until maybe 20 minutes after me. Lots of them were doing breaststroke, and I had to do a lot of sighting and weaving to make sure that I didn’t take a mule kick to the face.

At the turning buoy, I ended up behind a swimmer who was kicking hard. I decided I’d just tag onto his draft and follow him – you couldn’t miss the splashing he was making, so all I had to do was follow in his white-water wake. I imagined he’d clear a path through the slower swimmers and I’d just get a free passage. Drafting in open water triathlon swims is a skill I haven’t really mastered, but I got a good draft for the entire parallel section, then at the final turn, among all the tightly-packed action around the buoy, I lost him.

I sighted the shore and set my course, but the water ahead was looking like a bubbling cauldron of swimmers. It would be a busy section and I focused on trying to keep a good rhythm while not running into the back of any slower swimmers. I wasn’t cold at all and would happily have done another lap or two, I was actually quite enjoying the swim.

I exited the water in just under an hour, which was decent, caught sight of the parents on the run into transition, and the brother just at the transition entrance, and I got into the transition tent and did what I had to do. Wetsuit off, socks and shoes on, top on, arm warmers and gloves on (Wimpish? Maybe. Sensible? Probably. I didn’t want to get cold on the bike, nor did I want sun beating on my bare arms all day long either). Because of this, my transition was a bit slow, but it’s important to be comfortable on an Ironman bike.

I got my bike, got to the mount line, and got going. It was pretty congested with cyclists so I had to be really careful – after an Ironman swim it’s usual to be a bit unsteady on your feet and a bit out of breath and uncoordinated, and trying to mount a bike and then clip into pedals isn’t the easiest thing in the world to do. I saw a number of people nearly crash, as they were weaving into the paths of other riders. I got through it and got away. I felt decent. 

Heading out on the bike

I’d planned to ride at around 215-220 watts, and hopefully my heart rate wouldn’t be too much over 140bpm for this power output. I’d pushed 230 watts for the first couple of hours at Ironman UK, and this was a bit much, so 215-220 watts seemed reasonable. There was a big long uphill drag out of town and I took care to keep my power down, spinning up nice and easily. A glance over my right shoulder saw a great view of Weymouth Bay below, with people no doubt still in the water.

The bike course was very busy, with a lot of care needed. It was like riding in a continuous peloton. Riders had race numbers on their backs – green numbers meant they were half-distance people. Red and black were full distance people. I was continually passing the slower half distance athletes, and often having to shout a warning that I was coming through – in places riders were 4 abreast. I reckoned I’d had a good swim and was well placed. I later found out that I was third in my age group out of the water. I needed to be in the top 3 to qualify. In previous Ironmans, I’ve usually made up positions on the bike after the swim. So I was indeed well placed.

I paid particular attention to anyone who overtook me who was in the full distance race. On a race number is also printed the competitor’s nationality and age group. Within the first 20-30 miles, a number of continental Europeans (Italians, Germans, Norwegians, Spaniards, Dutch, French etc) had steamed past me. Literally steamed past me, like steam trains, puffing and blowing and disc wheels ripping through the air like helicopter rotors. I wasn’t in the same league. These were uber bikers who obviously had thought that Weymouth might be an easier qualifying race, given that it had only been announced some way into 2016, when many aspiring Kona qualifiers would have already planned and set their racing schedules.

I had to let these guys go. Trying to stay with them would have been absolutely suicidal. I had to ride my own race, and then run my own race. One guy in particular, a Norwegian who ended up coming third overall, came absolutely flying past me on an uphill stretch. I was sitting up, spinning the pedals and trying to keep things nice and steady, maxing out at maybe 250 watts on this hill. This Norwegian guy came tanking past, in the aero position, he must have been churning out 400-500 watts. Crazy. Way beyond me.

There was one section in particular that was a bit hairy – an out-and-back section along a narrow road. Riders were marshalled to ride out on the right hand side of the road (which caused some confusion as to how to overtake, as at UK races you’d usually overtake to the right of another rider if you are riding on the left hand side of the road). We rode this section out to a turning point, and then back along the opposite side of the road. The whole section was a bit of a bottleneck, as it was often dangerous to try and overtake on the narrow road, with cyclists on the other side of the road also trying to do the same, with a speed differential of maybe 50mph in places. There was a lot of aggressive shouting and swearing going on. And the organisers had put a feed station along this section as well! Madness!

I survived this section and settled in at just under 220 watts at around 140bpm. Pretty much what I wanted to be doing. I knew the first third of the lap from having driven it the day before. The middle third of the lap was much more open but again there were riders as far as the eye could see. The race that I was involved with had settled down. Not many more people were passing me, but I was still passing hundreds of half-distance athletes. Towards the top end of the course, there was a super-fast descent, I must have hit close to 60mph and I remember thinking that if something went wrong here – a blown tyre, or a rider in front having a wobble or something – then it wouldn’t be a pretty crash. Again I got through it and turned at the top of the course, heading back through Dorchester to Weymouth.

I had thought from course maps that the bike course would lead right back down to transition, where the half athletes would pull off into transition and the full athletes would do a U-turn and start another lap. I was looking forward to seeing my supporters – even one fleeting glimpse in over 5 hours makes such a huge difference. But as it was, the full distance athletes were directed onto the second lap almost 2 miles up the road from transition. And it was a horrible contrast. There was no-one in sight. Literally no-one. I had gone from seeing hundreds of riders around me, and having my mind well occupied by everything – don’t crash, keep your distance, give everyone a wide berth, check out who is overtaking me, maintain the power, keep eating and drinking – to being very, very alone. What a contrast. I must have seen only 3 or 4 people for the whole second lap.

At half distance, I was on target for a sub 5:30 bike, and I started thinking that if I could run a sub 3:30 marathon off that, then I’d be in with a chance of a sub-10 overall time, which would have been great. But there’s no doubt I found the second lap tougher. I had driven some of the course the day before, but the only way to properly learn a course is to ride it. From various course descriptions, I hadn’t anticipated that it would be so tough. The course had been described as “rolling” and “undulating” but those words are too soft in my opinion. So my output dropped slightly in the second lap. It was a long second lap. 

I was pleased to catch and overtake someone, but it turned out he had been in fifth overall and had suffered two broken spokes and so he was coasting into transition. I asked how many were ahead. I figured maybe 20 or 30. He said maybe 30. Hmmmm. On that basis, Kona didn’t seem likely. But it didn’t matter, I was going to do this as hard as I could and get to the finish as fast as I could, regardless of Kona or not. Assuming my knee allowed me to run a marathon… Maybe the uber bikers would blow up on the run…

So I kept slogging on the bike, and kept eating and drinking and kept going. There’s nothing else for it. But hitting the hills in the second half of the second lap was not fun. You just see this hill rearing up like a wall, and you’d really rather not ride up it, but you’ve no choice, you just have to keep pumping the pedals and gritting your teeth and eventually you’ll get up it. And then you’ll have another one, and another one…

I was glad to reach the final downhill into town, and glad to be on the home straight towards transition in the final mile or two on a long, straight, flat road. The marathon course ran parallel to this, and I could see people running. I brought the bike home to transition, got a shout from the folks, and racked it back on the railings. It had done well. No punctures, no mechanical problems. Now it was all down to me and the marathon.



Coming in off the bike, hills behind me

I took off my bike shoes and socks which by now stank of urine (I’m not stopping to go!), Vaselined up my toes (Vaseline is great stuff – no blisters), put on new socks, running shoes, ditched my arm warmers and gloves, and put on arm coolers instead – it was by now very warm and you don’t get the same cooling breeze while running as you do when you are cycling. I grabbed my visor and Garmin watch, and got going. A guy I had been in transition with wished me luck on the run and he took off like a flying machine. Good luck to you too at that pace! My first mile was done in 7:30 which was probably too fast, so he must have done a 6:30 first mile.

Off on the run

I had no idea how I’d feel on the run. My legs had tired in the second half of the bike. I had no idea if my knee would hold. I really, really wanted to finish, and not to have to walk or limp most of the run. I wanted to run the run, well. As it turned out, I actually felt very good in the first half of the run. I was churning out the miles, between 7:30 and 7:50. I was quite comfortable, not overheating, it seemed I had fuelled and hydrated well as I didn’t feel any need to make a toilet pit stop, and the run course was interesting enough to keep the mind occupied.

It was a 4-and-a-half lap course, along the seafront north of the town centre, along the beach where we had swam, up out of town to the top of the seafront, around a turning point, and back down into town where we looped round the pier and harbour area, and all around the middle of Weymouth, before hitting the promenade again and heading back up along the front. The support was great in town, the run course was busy, and although it was quieter up along the front out of town, it was still good running. There was a light wind coming off the sea and conditions were good. I just needed my knee to hold out and to keep running well.



Up at the top of the course, athletes picked up wristbands according to how many laps of the course they had run. Just after the turn, I used the aid station on every lap, and stuck to gels and water for most of the marathon. Then with the aid station behind, it was a southbound run down into town, along the seafront. You could see the pier away in the distance, a few miles away, where you had to run to. It looked a long way. They had already tidied up the swim course, taken the buoys out, and stacked all the railings. Over on the main road, athletes were still coming in off their bikes. Some would be on the go for almost 17 hours. There was a bit of a breeze coming off the sea, and heading down towards town, the crowds got busier, the course got busier and there were people everywhere. 


There was an aid station just coming into the main centre of town, where the beach changed from pebbles to sand. I took a small drink of electrolyte each time I passed this aid station, as it was warm and I was sweating, and wanted to keep up my salt levels to avoid getting cramps.

It was great running through town, out along the pier and round the back of the town, past the finish line, up through the central streets, with the course passing along the same road several times. Then it was back northbound, with the crowds thinning out, up away from the town and towards the top turn again. One lap was about 6 miles. I continued to feel good until about half way through the marathon, then my legs started feeling it. I kept up the pace as best I could, but my times started to slip into 8:30, 8:40 and 8:50 per mile. A few miles were even slower than 9 minutes. I took one quick toilet stop, thankfully only for a pee. My guts and stomach were still feeling good. The flat run course was suiting me and there was never any point where I had to stop or walk, except for the aid stations.

No idea what the problem was here

And the miles passed. I saw lots of my brother and parents. The run course in particular was very spectator-friendly. They knew things weren’t going badly – I hadn’t had to pull out, my knee was holding, I was getting through it, but they probably also knew (as did I) that Kona wasn’t going to happen. Still, I was going to finish. With an hour or so left, I realised I could break 10:30 overall and 3:40 for the marathon if I pushed on. So in the final few miles I lifted it as best I could, and with a couple of miles left, I realised that the run course was going to be a bit long. I remember running round the pier on the approach to the finish having completed mile 26 in 8:01 and I remember being peeved that I hadn’t done it in under 8 minutes. The marathon should be 26.2 miles, but 0.33 miles later, I was turning into the finishing straight.



I high-fived my supporters, high-fived everyone else, and crossed the line. It was over. I even heard he announcer say “you are an Ironman..." They say this at every race, to every finisher, but I have never ever heard them – I don’t know what the equivalent of tunnel vision is for hearing, but I must have had it at all the previous Ironmans I’ve finished. I got my medal, and some water. The water was awesome – no more sugary, gloopy energy drink or gels to take. 



I went into the athlete area and got chatting to a few people. I couldn’t stomach the pizza on offer, nor could I even look at the cake. I managed to eat a banana and had some more water, and then I went for a massage. After the massage I was freezing so I got a space blanket and put on some warmer clothes. And that was that.

I met up with the parents and brother, and we headed back through the town and along the promenade to the transition area where I picked up my bike and other gear. I learned that I was 36th overall, and 14th in my age group. It seemed that my age group was particularly competitive, with a range of different nationalities. I did a 59:03 swim (3rd fastest in my age group), then a 5:38 bike (13th in my age group), and finished with a 3:38 run (14th in my age group), for an overall 10:26 finishing time. That’s an Ironman PB (personal best) for me, although I’d say that overall, the Weymouth course was “easier” than either Ironman UK or Ironman Wales.



Weymouth's famous clock, incorporated in the Ironman Weymouth logo

We headed back to Poole, where the RNLI restaurant was waiting – I had a burger, fish and chips, and a nice pint, and dessert as well. Then I had a long shower and cleaned off my wetsuit and other gear in the shower. Then to bed. The next morning, I went a bit mad at the all-you-can-eat breakfast buffet and it was delicious, I just kept eating and eating and eating. I was tired and sore and hungry, but the all-you-can-eat took care of the hunger for an hour or two anyway. I gave the "full set" t-shirt to my mum - she has been to the "full set", and then some...

I think if that’s my last Ironman (which it probably is) then at least I am leaving it with good memories – it was a good weekend in Weymouth, I did the best I could on the day, I didn’t have any disasters like previous races, and I am leaving it on my own terms. Which is good.  


Now, one last Ironman thing to do is to go to Ironman Wales next week and support Matt/eat junk food/drink beer. I wish I was competing in Ironman Wales, it’s a great event, but at the same time I’m very glad I’m not doing it, as it’s a brutal, brutal event! I’ll write about that in due course… 

Friday, September 9, 2016

Post 140 - Nearly there

Well, there isn’t much to say really. Ironman Weymouth isn’t far away. I’ve done my best to be as ready for it as I can be, and I hope that my knee will allow me to get through it. I’m pretty confident that I’ll get through the swim and the bike, and that I’ll manage at least the first quarter of the run without any problems, but I have no idea how things are going to go once I start getting deeper into the marathon. I’ll be on a wing and a prayer (and a dodgy knee that I don’t have full confidence in).

The swim is a sea swim. Weymouth is on a peninsula that sticks out into the English Channel and the town and beach face east. This means if the wind is from the east, the sea will be really rough. If the wind is from any other direction (or if there’s no wind), then the sea should be calm. I really hope it’s calm after 3 really rough sea swims in 2013, 2014 and 2015 at Ironman Wales. I’m due a calm swim. I also hope I don’t swim into any jellyfish. And there should be no rocks to smash myself off either.

The swim could be busy, because they are holding a full Ironman and a half Ironman concurrently. For the full Ironman they have around 1000 entrants, for the half they have around 2000 entrants, and they have a handful of people doing a relay as well. I hope to be in the water and away at the front, so the first lap of the swim should be fine, but the second lap could be busy.

I’ve heard that the roads are well-surfaced but I’ve also heard that for some reason people seem to pick up more than their fair share of punctures when cycling on the Jurassic Coast (on which Weymouth is located). It seems that small shards of flint are fairly common on the roads, perhaps due to the topography and geography of the area. There was a non-Ironman long course race at Weymouth last year, and I heard that there were nails and tacks dropped on a section of the bike course – not all the locals seem to approve of the event. So all I can do is hope for no punctures…

I think that the bike course is going to be very busy. It’s a two-lap course: the half-distance competitors will do one lap and the full distance people will do two laps. So my first lap will probably be spent overtaking the slower half-distance athletes and I think it could get quite congested, so I’ll have to be really on my guard and concentrate hard, as I don’t want to have a crash. I’ll make sure when I am passing people that I give them a wide berth.

Then the run is the big unknown. It’s four and a half laps up and down Weymouth promenade, so it should be very spectator-friendly and the atmosphere should be good. Again I reckon the run course could get quite congested, but it’s flat, which should suit me.

I reckon there will be three Kona qualifying slots in my age group, so that means I would need to be in the top 10 overall to have any sort of chance of qualifying. But more than anything, I just want to finish strongly. I’d like to swim under 60 minutes, but I’ll probably do 60-65. On the bike, I would be hoping for under 5:30, although this will depend on conditions, wind, and congestion on the course. And then a 3:20 run (assuming my knee holds) will see me under 10 hours, but I could run anything from 3:20 to 3:50. If my knee doesn’t hold then I don’t think I’ll have a choice but to pull out, because when it gets sore, it isn’t just something I can grit my teeth and get through, it is incapacitatingly and horribly sore, so it’ll be game over.

The weather forecast is for a bit of rain on Saturday, but Sunday looks reasonable, so that’s good. The plan is to get everything ready on Friday, and then drive down early on Saturday morning with my brother. I thought my cousin might be going, but she couldn’t get off work. We’ll meet up with the parentals, and get registered, and get everything set up. Then we might drive down to Portland Bill at the bottom of the peninsula to see the view, and then we’ll drive a lap of the bike course. We are staying in Poole, maybe 30 miles away due to availability and cost of accommodation. I hope it goes well, because I really do think that this will be my last attempt. I’m surely, surely due a good race.

I have gradually tapered and wound down my training, and hopefully my legs will be fresh. It has been difficult to sleep in the last couple of weeks because it has been very warm and muggy. I am hungry all the time, to the point where I was waking up hungry and then being unable to get back to sleep. So I started putting food beside my bed so that I could eat if I woke up, and then get back to sleep. My weight is at a minimum for the year now, at 66-67kg. I can’t maintain this knife-edge existence for too long, it would be very difficult not to crack up. My body needs a rest, that’s obvious. So it’s at the point now where I am just dying for it all to be over, so that I don’t have to live on this knife-edge.

I wonder how many miles I’ve done on the turbo trainer in the last few years. Thousands and thousands. Gawking at the laptop, watching YouTube and whatever else I could find online that I thought might be interesting. Here’s the view – inspiring? I can think of better views when on a bike - countryside, for example...!


I’m number 3415 for Ironman Weymouth. Come on knee. Come on body. Give me one day. Let’s get through this strongly.

Training done this week was as follows:

Mon 29 Aug: Rest
Tue 30 Aug: Rest
Wed 31 Aug: 1:10 turbo, 20 minute run
Thu 1 Sept: Rest
Fri 2 Sept: Swim 2.1km
Sat 3 Sept: 2:10 turbo, 25 min run
Sun 4 Sept: Swim 2km, 30 min run

Totals: Swim 4.1km, Bike 75 miles, Run 11 miles

Saturday, September 3, 2016

Post 139 - "Ah feck it"

When I had my MRI scan done on my knee, and when the results came through, I had a discussion with the consultant. At the time of the discussion, my knee was getting so sore when I ran, that I couldn’t even have contemplated another Ironman. I was literally having to stop after a mile or two, in severe pain. But the consultant told me that the MRI scan showed there was no major damage (no ligament, tendon, cartilage or bone damage). He did say that there was bad bone bruising, but this didn’t classify as “major damage”.

So my first question to him was, “How long will it take to clear up?” And my second question was, “If I run on it when it is sore, will I do any further damage or make things worse?” He said that usually it would take 6 weeks for any major improvement to bone bruising injuries. There are 8 weeks between Ironman UK (where I injured my knee) and Ironman Weymouth (my last-chance race this season (or ever?))

So I was stuck in no-man’s-land, waiting for my knee to improve, not willing to pay out a small fortune in race entry fees, hotel bookings, car hire and everything else while I had no confidence in my knee. In training, I’d run on it, have to stop after anything between 5-20 minutes because of the pain, wait for a week, hope that it would improve, try running again, have those hopes dashed, and the cycle would repeat with not much improvement.

Then, sure enough, after 5 weeks, I managed to do a 20-minute run without any pain coming on. My knee felt uncomfortable, and it felt like if I continued running then the pain would come on again, but 30 minutes fairly pain-free was great. Some improvement at last. But at this point there were 3 weeks to go until Ironman Weymouth. A 30-minute run is very different to an Ironman marathon, and I still had no confidence in my knee being able to hold out for a full Ironman marathon.

I realised with a few weeks to go that I was going to have to make a decision soon about entering Weymouth or not. I was worried that the event would sell out before I made a decision, and also that I might not be able to find suitable accommodation or find anyone to travel down with me at such short notice. So to make that decision I needed to really test my knee. I needed to know how it would feel. I increased the frequency of my shorter runs, and tried a couple of 60-90 minute runs, culminating in a fairly tough brick session of 3 hours on the bike and then a fairly fast 10-mile run.

The longer runs all seemed to go OK, and I got through them without too much pain. My knee still felt uncomfortable, but there was none of the excruciating pain I had felt when trying to run only a couple of weeks previously. I had kept up with swimming and bike training since Ironman UK in the hope that I might be OK for Weymouth. It seemed that I was in a position where I might be able to get through it.

I did a couple of swims at an outdoor heated pool in Covent Garden in central London. It’s a great place to swim, and not horribly cold either. I want to try and swim there when it is getting dark and lashing with rain. Something to pencil in…


After one of these swims, I met up with my brother and cousin and had dinner and couple of drinks. It turned into a really mad night. I’m now in my 30s, and mad nights are slightly different to what they were back in the day… I ended up in a bookshop at 10pm during the bank holiday weekend, and bought 6 books… great success…
 

I had to really weigh things up. What to do? Enter Weymouth or leave it? An Ironman marathon is a tough thing and a long way. My knee might not hold out. I haven’t had time to build up again to 20-mile training runs, so I haven’t been able to give it a full test. I might enter Weymouth and go through the whole rigmarole of another Ironman race weekend, build-up, financial outlay, all for nothing again. Swimming in the sea is not something I am keen on and it’s a sea swim at Weymouth. Running an Ironman marathon is not something I am keen on. And even cycling the final 40 miles of an Ironman bike is not something I am keen on.

But, I have a level of fitness that has taken months to achieve, I have all the equipment, I have everything I need, I’m still set up in London with a great house for training, and so I had a look at available accommodation. Weymouth is a British seaside resort on the south coast of England. It consists almost entirely of B&Bs, guesthouses and hotels. Everything was fully booked. There was only one place available anywhere near Weymouth and it cost £800 for 3 nights…

So I looked a bit further afield and found a cheap Travelodge in Poole, maybe 30 miles away from Weymouth. That would have to do. I called my brother. He’s in London now for 6 months. Would he fancy an all-expenses paid weekend in Poole/Weymouth? I was quite persuasive. He agreed that he would go. I decided we would travel down on the Saturday rather than the Friday to save the cost of a night’s accommodation. Weymouth should only be around 3 hours from London, and even if traffic is bad, it shouldn’t be more than 5 hours, so hopefully if we leave early on Saturday we will be there by midday with enough time to get everything set up.

So that’s when I decided “feck it”, and I entered. One last lash. One final roll of the dice. It’s a bit of a gamble. But feck it. I’ll never know if I don’t try.

I called my parents and told them. They booked flights, and so I booked two rooms at the Travelodge. My cousin is also going to go. What a fun family weekend it’s going to be. Ha. I have no expectations for it. I guess I’ll get through the swim. I hope the sea is calm and I don’t come across any jellyfish. I guess I’ll also get through the bike, because I have been doing long turbo sessions for the past month. I reckon the bike course could be quite congested because they are running a half-Ironman and a full Ironman concurrently. I have no idea about the run. I may get through it, I may not. That’s the risk I’ll take.

If Weymouth had been 3 weeks earlier, there’s no way I’d have had enough confidence in my knee to enter. Even as it is, I don’t have anywhere near the level of confidence in my knee that I would like, but things are better than they were a couple of weeks ago, and if I didn’t feel that there was some sort of chance that I’d get through it, I wouldn’t have entered it.

Ultimately, I’d like to get through it and finish well. That may not happen. I reckon there will only be two or three world championship qualification slots for my age group, and because it’s a non-professional race, this means that if I want to stand a chance of qualifying, then I need to be well inside the top ten overall and probably even the top five.

I don’t know how strong the competition is going to be, but one thing in my favour is that this race was only announced long after all the other UK (and most of the European) Ironman races had fixed their dates. So, at the end of 2015, athletes would have planned their racing seasons, booked their races, paid for their accommodation in advance, and set everything up on the basis that Ironman Weymouth didn’t exist. Then the Ironman corporation announced the Weymouth race. I doubt it’ll have as many entrants as other UK-based Ironman races, but then again Weymouth only has 30 Kona slots overall, compared with 50 for Ironman races in previous years and 40 for other Ironman races this year.

It seems wrong that Ironman, now under Chinese ownership, is introducing quite a few races in China, with Chinese half-Ironman races having more Kona full Ironman qualifying slots than most other global full Ironman races.

But feck it, I’ll go to Weymouth and give it a try and see what happens. Other stuff is happening too. Our office has moved to Wimbledon on an indefinite, possibly short or medium term basis. It now takes me nearly two hours each way to get to work and get home. This is intolerable and unliveable. I’m lining up a new job. So hopefully not long after Weymouth, I will finally be out of the London rat race for good, and that is going to be a happy day. If I don’t qualify for Kona at Weymouth, I may well call time on Ironman racing. If I do somehow manage to qualify, then I guess I could make an exception to continue next year to train for the world championships, but that training will be done in a location that is not London…

I passed through Edinburgh recently, and on display at Edinburgh airport was Mark Beaumont’s round-the-world bike. He’s a Scottish guy who has done lots of long-distance bike rides – round the world, the length of Africa, you get the idea. Part of me would love to buy a bike like this, load it up, and take off around the world. Hmmmm...
 

Training done in the past couple of weeks is as follows:

Mon 15 Aug: Rest
Tue 16 Aug: 40 minute turbo, 20 minute run
Wed 17 Aug: Rest
Thu 18 Aug: Swim 4.1km (65:50, 3.8km Ironman distance in 62:30)
Fri 19 Aug: 30 minute turbo (single leg drills)
Sat 20 Aug: 4:05 turbo, 20 minute run
Sun 21 Aug: Swim 3.1km, 90 minute run

Totals: Swim 7.2km, Bike 115 miles, Run 19 miles

Mon 22 Aug: Rest
Tue 23 Aug: 1:15 turbo
Wed 24 Aug: 60 minute run
Thu 25 Aug: Rest
Fri 26 Aug: Swim 3.1km, 30 minute turbo (single leg drills)
Sat 27 Aug: 3 hour turbo (215W/141bpm), 70 minute run
Sun 28 Aug: Swim 4.1km

Totals: Swim 7.2km, Bike 110 miles, Run 19 miles

Friday, August 19, 2016

Post 138 - In limbo

Well, at the minute I am in limbo. My knee is not better. My “last chance” race this season is just over 3 weeks away. Every day that passes now, things look less and less likely that I’ll be lining out at Ironman Weymouth on 11th September. All I can do is wait and hope. After 11th September, regardless of whether I race or not, that’s my season over. Ironman Wales on 18th September is not an option – if my knee is not OK for Weymouth, it’s unlikely to be OK for Wales a week later. And I want to go and support Matt at Wales anyway. There’ll be nothing more to train for this year after Weymouth. I’ll come down off this fitness peak, and likely leave London and make a new start, and I’m not sure I want to go through all the training and punishment and sacrifice and spending and stress again next year to try again.

I had an MRI scan on my injured knee and I finally got the results back: all clear. By that, I mean that there are no broken bones, and no damage to ligaments, tendons, cartilage or muscles. It’s “just” very bad bone bruising. How long does that take to recover? How long is a piece of string? Weeks, months… It must have been a heck of a crack when I hit my knee off the rocks. So I’m playing the waiting game.

It is good news that there’s no serious damage to my knee. Yes, it should never have happened, but at least there’s no serious damage. Still, when I try to run, my knee becomes excruciatingly sore. I’ve got a high pain threshold, but when I try to run, it is off the scale. So I literally can’t run. Everything else seems to be OK now: walking, cycling and swimming. It’s just the impact of running that brings on the most awful pain.

I tried to run one week after the injury, and it was awful. I had to stop within 5 minutes because of the pain. Then I waited 10 days to allow recovery, and I tried again. I had the same horrendous pain, but it came on after 10 minutes rather than 5 minutes. Then I waited another week, and tried again. And it was the same horrendous pain, but after 15 minutes. So the pain isn’t getting any better or worse, but it’s taking slightly longer to start getting horrendously sore. I just think that it’s not getting better quick enough.

20 or 30 or even 60 minutes of mediocre, doubt-filled running is no good to me. I need to be able to run well for a marathon distance, after a long swim and bike. I don’t want to fork out a lot of money and enter Ironman Weymouth with doubt, wondering if I’ll be able to run the distance. I want to know that my knee is good enough to be pain free and to allow me to run well. For that reason, I haven’t entered Ironman Weymouth yet, nor have I made any other travel, car rental, or hotel arrangements for the race. If I do enter, it is looking like it is going to be a very late call. I hope if I make the call to enter, there will still be entries available, and that there will be a hotel room somewhere close to the start, and a car available to rent.

So I’m very frustrated because I have a lot of fitness that I can’t do anything with, and I’m frustrated that I have nothing to show for all the effort Ironman-wise (again). I am still training on the bike (turbo trainer), still training in the pool, still doing my weights and core work. But it’s a struggle to get myself properly fired up to do it, because of the fact that there might not be an end product, so it all might be for nothing. And I can’t stand doing things for no reason. Things become pointless without a purpose. So this is quite tough mentally and emotionally, because I continually hope that things will be OK and that my knee will be fine, and I force myself not to run, and I think my knee might be starting to feel better, and then I go out and try to run, and it’s still bad, and I wonder will it get better quick enough to allow me to race in September, and I wonder is that it for my Ironman career, and it’s all very frustrating.

But anyway, I am training as much as I can, because all I can do is assume that I will be competing. There’s no point in not training while there is still a chance that I will be able to race in September. So I’m trying to maintain and/or improve my bike and swim fitness. Whatever small amount of running I have done, I hope it’s enough to maintain some sort of conditioning in my legs and feet, to be able to withstand the pounding of running. Legs de-condition from running very quickly, and once they are de-conditioned, it takes a while to get the conditioning back. If you do run on de-conditioned legs, your muscles fatigue a lot quicker, your joints get sorer faster, you are more prone to getting blisters, and you recover slower.

I have written to the Ironman organisation several times about what happened, and all they have written back, on each occasion, identically written on each occasion, is “it is with our insurers and we will make a statement in due course”. So I guess they realise they have a problem.

I’ve been away on two work trips recently – one to Italy, and one to Devon. In Italy, I went to a factory in a small town not far from the French border. It was nice enough.  There’s a big central square, closed to traffic, and the main drag in the town is a long straight road that leads all the way to the French border. The hotel was right on this square. After work, I noticed quite a few fancy bikes lapping the square, and some sort of event being set up at the far end. I wandered over to have a look.

It turned out that it was a cycling time trial event, open to all. It was a 2km event – down a starting ramp at the edge of the town square, up the main drag for 1km, around a turn-around marking, and back down to the square. They had closed the roads. It looked amazing. A big wide, empty, closed road, the whole town out watching, and people of all ages taking part. Even little kids. Bikes and good vibes everywhere. A nice warm evening. I watched it for hours, and got chatting to a few people. It was great. I wished I’d had a bike. I walked the full length of the course, and took some photos. Below are the best of what I took, but I was pretty restricted by the crappy camera on my old iPhone4. Saying that, I tried to be a bit creative and some of the photos aren’t bad:






















I’ve been doing a lot of strength work in the pool recently, using my hand paddles and doing single-arm drills to try to build strength in my arms and upper body. In Devon, I went to the pool after work one day, and it was almost empty. I decided to do a 4km “time trial”. Time trials are usually flat-out efforts, but I did this time trial at what I thought was Ironman intensity, so a bit less than flat out. It’s the first time in 3 or 4 weeks that I’ve done a “normal” continuous swim without the hand paddles. It felt great, I was just cruising up and down the pool, in a great rhythm, in the zone, feeling great and feeling strong. I did the 4000m in 65 minutes, which means I’d have done a non-wetsuit Ironman-distance 3800m pool swim with no tumble turning in 62 minutes. For me, that’s not bad. But as pleased as I was, I was all the more frustrated at knowing that my knee is still not allowing me to run. For what I’m trying to do and for what I’m training for, having good swim and bike fitness is pointless without the ability to run well.







Devon hotel, middle of nowhere, silence, nice

Another thing that happened recently was that I got the angriest I’ve ever been on a turbo trainer. I was doing a 4-hour session. Mind-numbing. I was watching stuff on the laptop, but not really engaged with it, because everything was just mind-numbing. My feet got really sore because it seems that either my bike shoes have shrunk, or my feet have got bigger, or a mixture of both. My legs hurt, my arse hurt, and my arms hurt because I had forced myself to maintain the aero position for hours on end. It was warm and I was getting dehydrated, so my head hurt. I tasted of salt, I was caked in salt from my sweat, and I was questioning what the point of it was when I don’t even know if I’ll be competing, and realistically it looks less and less likely that I will be able to.

The session I did was what I call an “increasing block” session. I did 15-minute blocks, starting at moderate intensity, and ramping up every 15 minutes. Then after an hour, I took the intensity down, but not down as low as it had been at the start of the previous block. So by the time you start your 4th hour, you’re riding at an intensity that’s as tough as the toughest intensity from the first hour. The first couple of hours are OK, by the end of the third hour things are getting bad, and then the entire fourth hour is just a nightmare of pain that gets worse and worse, because like some sort of masochist you keep ratcheting it up every 15 minutes. I was effing and blinding and huffing and puffing and grinding and gritting and grunting and gutting it out, and wanted so much to quit in the fourth hour. I was asking myself what was the point of all this pain. Literally everything hurt. I need bigger bike shoes. But I didn’t quit. I got through it. The angriest turbo session ever.

And then a week later, I did a similar session, knowing full well what I was in for. For the past however many years, I’ve been doing similar sessions. I don’t know how I make myself do it, but there’s no choice to be made, I’m training as if I’ll be competing at Weymouth, and so I have to do the work. I planned an hour at Ironman race intensity, then an hour at slightly higher intensity, then an hour at slightly higher intensity again, then a final hour at slightly higher intensity again. The aim is to get used to maintaining the high intensity when you are tired.

When I was on the turbo trainer on this occasion, my tyre completely shredded itself. I noticed that my pedalling suddenly felt different after about 2 hours, and it felt like the back wheel was slipping slightly. I looked back, and visually, things looked fine. I hate getting off the turbo in the middle of a session, but I sort of needed to pee anyway, so I got off. The tyre was flat. I needed to take off the back wheel, take off the tyre, and put a new tube in. But I was mid-session and didn’t want to spend 5 or 10 minutes doing this. So I pumped up the tyre, and because I expected it to go flat again, I cranked up the resistance on the turbo trainer to compensate.

The tyre was fine for about 5-10 minutes, then went flat again, but my pedalling wasn’t affected too much as I had increased the turbo’s resistance. So I just got on with it. 2 hours to go. Things went OK until I started the fourth hour. By then I was working hard and didn’t want to take time out to fix the tyre properly. I was doing all I could just to keep pedalling, and I’d have been too uncoordinated by now to change the tube properly anyway. So I tried to ignore the smell of burning rubber…

Only an hour to go... 50 minutes… 40 minutes… the smell was getting worse. The tyre was shredding itself against the turbo flywheel. I had to put the bike in top gear to maintain the resistance level. I looked back. Flecks of black rubber were all over the carpet and wall in my room. Not good. 30 minutes to go. I was having to pedal fast at 100rpm to maintain the wattage that I wanted, and this was making my heart rate skyrocket. 20 minutes to go. Now I was having to go at 110rpm. I couldn’t pedal any faster. I wanted to finish the session, as much as I was hating it. I hoped I’d finish before I started a fire…

By the time it was over, I was wrecked. My light-coloured carpet had turned black with shreds of rubber. My light-coloured wallpaper had turned black immediately behind the turbo trainer where flecks of warm rubber had been shredding off the tyre and firing at the wall. There was even rubber on the ceiling. My room stank of burnt rubber. The tyre itself was ruined, and warm and sticky to touch. It was a new tyre too, installed only a couple of weeks ago as I had finally managed to destroy a Gatorskin tyre over the last couple of years on the turbo. Gatorskins are almost literally bulletproof tyres. My Gatorskin on the turbo had finally given up on me after countless thousands of miles over the years, the sidewalls torn, the rubber worn away, and it making a horrible screeching noise on the turbo by the end of its life.

So I had to deep-clean and deep-ventilate my room, i.e. I got the hoover out and opened the all the windows in the house. My relationship with my turbo trainer has deteriorated quite a lot in the last few weeks and months. The last two long turbo sessions I’ve done have not been good – they’ve left me swearing in awful pain, they’ve left my room stinking and black, and they’ve almost burned the house down (exaggerating only slightly…) If and when I leave London, hopefully I can actually go outside and actually properly cycle out of doors.

What else can I write about? Ermmm… probably not a lot, I’m just hoping for a miracle now with my knee, and that it’ll allow me to run 26.2 miles after having swam 3.8km and cycled 112 miles… I will give it every chance and continue to train and continue to hope, and if there’s any way at all I feel that I can compete at Ironman Weymouth, on 11th September, I’ll be there…